Today in Bible class (I teach grade 3/4 in a Christian school), we began a series of lessons on Jesus' miracles. Following the suggestion in the teacher's guide for the curriculum, I conducted an object lesson to talk about this subject.
What I did was take a glass jar with a smallish opening and place some shredded paper (not a lot) inside. Next, I lit a match and placed it inside the jar and placed a hard boiled egg on top of the opening (the jar opening is smaller than the egg). Within moments, the egg was sucked inside the jar! The kids were totally amazed and in awe of what happened. I told them that I had performed a miracle. And they thought I was cool.
Once the actual lesson began, we talked about Jesus and his miracle of turning the water into wine (His first miracle). We talked about how the egg experiment is not actually a miracle because it can be explained with science. You see, fire needs oxygen to burn, and with the egg on top of the bottle opening, it soon prevents oxygen from entering the bottle, and the flame goes out. And, due to the vacuum effect produced in the process, the egg is sucked into the bottle.
The thing with Jesus' miracles, however, is that they can NOT be explained with science. A miracle is a supernatural occurrence, and there is nothing that can explain how they occur. How can you explain water turning into wine? How can you explain spitting in dirt, applying that to a blind man's eyes, which causes him to be able to see?
You can't. That's why it's a miracle.
After my explanation at the end of class, I highly doubt the kids thought I was cool since I hadn't actually performed a miracle for them. I'm sure if I could perform miracles, the kids would probably ask for no school and no homework forever (or something similar). Poor kids, they'll just have to suffer with having to go to school - and having homework.
Have you ever witnessed a miracle? Have you performed a miracle? If so, what was it?
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Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
Is It A Habit?
They (whoever they are) say it takes 30 days to make something a habit. I wonder if making yourself disciplined in one or more areas in your life is the same...or maybe discipline is just really another habit?
If creating discipline is like creating a habit, then I've only got 27 more days to go! It's day 3 and I am feeling drained tonight. But that might just be because I only got about five hours of sleep, started back to work today (after the Christmas break) and left at 5:30.
I've got a couple more lesson plans to do up tonight, for tomorrow, but I'm feeling like I might need to go to bed early. I want to be prepared for tomorrow, so I think the best thing to do is just work at the lesson plans and come up with something - and pray for the energy, clarity of mind and the perseverance and discipline to finish it up before going to bed.
If creating discipline is like creating a habit, then I've only got 27 more days to go! It's day 3 and I am feeling drained tonight. But that might just be because I only got about five hours of sleep, started back to work today (after the Christmas break) and left at 5:30.
I've got a couple more lesson plans to do up tonight, for tomorrow, but I'm feeling like I might need to go to bed early. I want to be prepared for tomorrow, so I think the best thing to do is just work at the lesson plans and come up with something - and pray for the energy, clarity of mind and the perseverance and discipline to finish it up before going to bed.
Sunday, January 01, 2012
Quick Catch-Up
As I awoke this morning, I thought it was still the middle of the night. It was still quite dark, not a sound could be heard. I looked at the clock and was 7:45am. In my neck of the woods at this time of year (as I am discovering), the sun doesn't rise until around 9:00...well, that's when it is visible above the horizon. You can watch as God paints the sky with beautiful shades of red, pink, and orange shortly after 8:00. At any rate, it still seemed like I had only been asleep for a short amount of time.
I'm still tired and will no doubt be napping throughout the day, and possibly going to bed early tonight. I am very thankful that I was able to get home for Christmas (up until a couple of days before I flew home, it was looking like I wouldn't be able to get back for the holiday), and I think I am still on the Atlantic Time Zone. I'm also quite tired from travelling - two flights (one for two hours, the other for four) and a car ride that lasted around twelve hours in total (we stopped for the night in one small town and headed back on our way yesterday morning) will definitely wear you out! But, as I said, I am very thankful that I was able to get back home to visit family and friends for just shy of two weeks (which, I might add, went by far too quickly!).
Since my last post, I found myself quite busy with work - and yes, I definitely felt worn down and out as well. I had to do up report cards (21 kids in my class), and two days of parent/teacher interviews. The first day we went from 2:30 until 8:00, and the next day my schedule started at 2:15 and went until 5:00. It was quite draining, but I survived.
Not long after that, we began the process of practicing for the Christmas concert. My class played two songs on the recorder, sang a song with the grade 2 class, and performed their own (rap) song with tumbling moves (cart wheels, front and back flips, some breakdancing, etc). Rehersals were typically disappointing as the kids didn't want to co-operate, wouldn't stop talking when they needed to listen, focused too much on what the "tumblers" were doing that they wouldn't do their own parts, etc.
I was working with the music teacher on this, and we both got frustrated a lot. But, we gave it to the Lord, prayed, and in the end the kids gave a FANTASTIC performance during the concert! They pulled it off without a hitch (and we had thought that our best tumbler would be out because two days before the concert he bruised his collar bone, which had been broken during the summer...thankfully he recovered and was able to take part)! I am so proud of my class!
School starts again on January 3rd, and I'm actually looking forward to going back. I'm praying that things will go well this semester and that I've finally got my head above the water (the first semester of a first year of teaching is difficult - actually the first three years, or so I've been told by many, are the most difficult of the teaching profession. I am praying that I will be alittle LOT more organized and that I am better able to manage the time and not get behind on lessons. There is so much that I hope and pray for this semester, and only with Jesus' help will I be able accomplish this.
So, now it's your turn to update me on yourself. How was your Christmas? What was the best thing that happened to you, the best gift you received or gave? Let me know in the comment section!
I'm still tired and will no doubt be napping throughout the day, and possibly going to bed early tonight. I am very thankful that I was able to get home for Christmas (up until a couple of days before I flew home, it was looking like I wouldn't be able to get back for the holiday), and I think I am still on the Atlantic Time Zone. I'm also quite tired from travelling - two flights (one for two hours, the other for four) and a car ride that lasted around twelve hours in total (we stopped for the night in one small town and headed back on our way yesterday morning) will definitely wear you out! But, as I said, I am very thankful that I was able to get back home to visit family and friends for just shy of two weeks (which, I might add, went by far too quickly!).
Since my last post, I found myself quite busy with work - and yes, I definitely felt worn down and out as well. I had to do up report cards (21 kids in my class), and two days of parent/teacher interviews. The first day we went from 2:30 until 8:00, and the next day my schedule started at 2:15 and went until 5:00. It was quite draining, but I survived.
Not long after that, we began the process of practicing for the Christmas concert. My class played two songs on the recorder, sang a song with the grade 2 class, and performed their own (rap) song with tumbling moves (cart wheels, front and back flips, some breakdancing, etc). Rehersals were typically disappointing as the kids didn't want to co-operate, wouldn't stop talking when they needed to listen, focused too much on what the "tumblers" were doing that they wouldn't do their own parts, etc.
I was working with the music teacher on this, and we both got frustrated a lot. But, we gave it to the Lord, prayed, and in the end the kids gave a FANTASTIC performance during the concert! They pulled it off without a hitch (and we had thought that our best tumbler would be out because two days before the concert he bruised his collar bone, which had been broken during the summer...thankfully he recovered and was able to take part)! I am so proud of my class!
School starts again on January 3rd, and I'm actually looking forward to going back. I'm praying that things will go well this semester and that I've finally got my head above the water (the first semester of a first year of teaching is difficult - actually the first three years, or so I've been told by many, are the most difficult of the teaching profession. I am praying that I will be a
So, now it's your turn to update me on yourself. How was your Christmas? What was the best thing that happened to you, the best gift you received or gave? Let me know in the comment section!
Sunday, November 06, 2011
Mishmash
We had our first taste of winter the other day (aside from a few cold, windy days here and there). I woke up Thursday to a little snow on the ground - not sure how much, but it wasn't a whole lot. I had to go buy a pair of mittens that evening as I forgot to bring mine with me when I moved. I was looking for a scarf and hat as well, but didn't see any I liked. I'd make these items myself, but in all honesty, the yarn selection here isn't the best.
I'm finding lately that by the time Friday comes, I'm quite tired. I suppose it's because I'm not used to having a full time job and also because of all the work involved in being a teacher, getting used to the class and the kids. We've been in school now for three months (well, as of tomorrow) and I still don't think I'm as organized as I'd like to be (or should be). Setting up a classroom for your first ever teaching job is definitely a challenge - particularly when you don't have all the supplies you need/want, and you can't get them all for one reason or another. Most teachers I know have accumulated things for their classes over a number of years.
I've been feeling somewhat stressed lately, but that's normal for being in the situation I am in - at least I think it is. Maybe it isn't, and everyone else has it "all together" and I don't. Or, maybe they just know how to "fake it" and make it look like everything is running well for them and they aren't stressed at all. Either way, I've got to find a way to not make myself be stressed (because I think in a lot of cases, I'm the one causing the stress for myself by making things harder than I need to). I guess it's one of those things that happen until you get everything in order...and hopefully when that happens, I won't feel as stressed as I do at times.
I suppose bouts of loneliness and homesickness don't help make things better either. This usually happens on the weekends when I'm not as "on the go" with school as I am during the week. And, it doesn't happen all the time either, but it does happen. All my family live on the east coast. I came out here by myself, alone, for my job and I often wonder at these times, would I feel this way if I was married and came out here with a husband and/or family?
At these times, I try to turn to God and lean on Him and allow Him to comfort me. But, in all honesty, I don't always feel comforted. I also have to wonder if I'm under a big spiritual attack. I'm sure that factors in at times, but it certainly feels like it happens quite often - I left everyone and everything I know back home to come to a place where I know no one, trusting God to provide the way and the job (at a Christian school no less), even all the way back to 2002 when I quite the job I had then to pursue what I really felt was God calling me to be a teacher. As I said, I'm sure there are spiritual attacks aimed at me at times, but I just don't know when it is that or when it is just me creating stress (or whatever) in my life.
I've so many jumbled thoughts in my head at the moment - thoughts about work, stress, my walk with the Lord, family, etc. that I can't seem to write anything - other than random thoughts - or make things connect. So, I'll sign off for now and just ask your continued prayer for any of the above things I've mentioned.
Blessings.
I'm finding lately that by the time Friday comes, I'm quite tired. I suppose it's because I'm not used to having a full time job and also because of all the work involved in being a teacher, getting used to the class and the kids. We've been in school now for three months (well, as of tomorrow) and I still don't think I'm as organized as I'd like to be (or should be). Setting up a classroom for your first ever teaching job is definitely a challenge - particularly when you don't have all the supplies you need/want, and you can't get them all for one reason or another. Most teachers I know have accumulated things for their classes over a number of years.
I've been feeling somewhat stressed lately, but that's normal for being in the situation I am in - at least I think it is. Maybe it isn't, and everyone else has it "all together" and I don't. Or, maybe they just know how to "fake it" and make it look like everything is running well for them and they aren't stressed at all. Either way, I've got to find a way to not make myself be stressed (because I think in a lot of cases, I'm the one causing the stress for myself by making things harder than I need to). I guess it's one of those things that happen until you get everything in order...and hopefully when that happens, I won't feel as stressed as I do at times.
I suppose bouts of loneliness and homesickness don't help make things better either. This usually happens on the weekends when I'm not as "on the go" with school as I am during the week. And, it doesn't happen all the time either, but it does happen. All my family live on the east coast. I came out here by myself, alone, for my job and I often wonder at these times, would I feel this way if I was married and came out here with a husband and/or family?
At these times, I try to turn to God and lean on Him and allow Him to comfort me. But, in all honesty, I don't always feel comforted. I also have to wonder if I'm under a big spiritual attack. I'm sure that factors in at times, but it certainly feels like it happens quite often - I left everyone and everything I know back home to come to a place where I know no one, trusting God to provide the way and the job (at a Christian school no less), even all the way back to 2002 when I quite the job I had then to pursue what I really felt was God calling me to be a teacher. As I said, I'm sure there are spiritual attacks aimed at me at times, but I just don't know when it is that or when it is just me creating stress (or whatever) in my life.
I've so many jumbled thoughts in my head at the moment - thoughts about work, stress, my walk with the Lord, family, etc. that I can't seem to write anything - other than random thoughts - or make things connect. So, I'll sign off for now and just ask your continued prayer for any of the above things I've mentioned.
Blessings.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Sadly, There Is No Swiss Chalet...
It's been nearly two months that I've been teaching up here in the north. There are many challenges, but overall things are going well.
Last week we (the teachers and administration) travelled to Calgary, Alberta for three days. We attended a teachers conference for teachers at Christian schools in British Columbia, Alberta, and Saskatchewan for two of the three days (the other was spent travelling). It was a pretty good conference, and it was also the first time I've been to Calgary (though there was no real time to see the sights or to shop).
I must say, things here are a little different than from what I'm used to. The city is a lot smaller than the one I am from, and there aren't as many stores and restaurants that we have back home. There are some, though, like Boston Pizza. Sadly, there is no Swiss Chalet - which happens to be my favourite restaurant. I guess it just takes a matter of getting used to the new area.
I also don't have a car here (or access to one), and that's been difficult to get used to. I don't mind taking the bus, but there are times when I would just like to have a car to go for a drive...or even for those times when I get a little too much at the grocery store and can barely carry it home because it's too heavy. Thankfully, I'm not very far from the grocery store.
Overall, I think I'm adjusting pretty well. I am usually tired in the evenings after working all day. My class is split with both grade 3 (eight students) and grade 4 (13 students). As I mentioned earlier, there are definitely some challenges (mostly because I'm a new teacher and am learning the ropes and trying to establish a routine), but all in all, they are a great bunch of kids.
Well, I'm just going to keep this somewhat short as I am feeling quite tired again tonight (and it's only 8:30 pm). I think I'll head to bed in the not too distant future.
So, since I've been absent from the blogging world for the last couple of months, let me know what you've been up to (in the comment section) and catch me up on the news!
God bless!
Last week we (the teachers and administration) travelled to Calgary, Alberta for three days. We attended a teachers conference for teachers at Christian schools in British Columbia, Alberta, and Saskatchewan for two of the three days (the other was spent travelling). It was a pretty good conference, and it was also the first time I've been to Calgary (though there was no real time to see the sights or to shop).
I must say, things here are a little different than from what I'm used to. The city is a lot smaller than the one I am from, and there aren't as many stores and restaurants that we have back home. There are some, though, like Boston Pizza. Sadly, there is no Swiss Chalet - which happens to be my favourite restaurant. I guess it just takes a matter of getting used to the new area.
I also don't have a car here (or access to one), and that's been difficult to get used to. I don't mind taking the bus, but there are times when I would just like to have a car to go for a drive...or even for those times when I get a little too much at the grocery store and can barely carry it home because it's too heavy. Thankfully, I'm not very far from the grocery store.
Overall, I think I'm adjusting pretty well. I am usually tired in the evenings after working all day. My class is split with both grade 3 (eight students) and grade 4 (13 students). As I mentioned earlier, there are definitely some challenges (mostly because I'm a new teacher and am learning the ropes and trying to establish a routine), but all in all, they are a great bunch of kids.
Well, I'm just going to keep this somewhat short as I am feeling quite tired again tonight (and it's only 8:30 pm). I think I'll head to bed in the not too distant future.
So, since I've been absent from the blogging world for the last couple of months, let me know what you've been up to (in the comment section) and catch me up on the news!
God bless!
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Eight Days and Counting...
So, I've had some big news for a few weeks now. Some of you know it, some don't. I was actually waiting for confirmation of some paperwork that is needed, but since there is only eight days, I will mention my news anyway.
I got a job!!
I am moving to the other side of Canada (west coast) because I will be teaching in a Christian school - what I've wanted to do since I originally went back to university back in 2002!
Although school only starts on September 6 (the same as it does here), I do have to be there for August 31 because there is new teacher orientation that day and the next. From what I'm told, there are five of us new teachers who will be there (me, two from Alberta, one from Ontario, and one from Southern BC). I wanted to go about a week early so that I can get settled and have a chance to get to know my way around. I also need to take care of things like getting my drivers license changed over, setting up a bank account, etc.
I am trusting God in the details, and even though I haven't had confirmation of the paperwork (a BC teaching license), I took a step of faith and bought my plane ticket and have contacted a rental place about an apartment I've seen online (yes, there were some pics of the interior and exterior). I am hoping and praying that I get the license without having to take some courses to upgrade to what they want (if it's not the same as here), or at least permission to teach if I do need to take some courses. Like I said though, I'm trusting God with all the details.
This all happened quite quickly. I applied for the job on a Friday afternoon. I had applied for a couple of other jobs in another province (at Christian schools), but hadn't heard anything from them so I thought I'd give it a shot (I had debated on applying for this job for a week before I actually applied). I thought I would never know if this is what God wants for me if I don't even try - it's not like the school would come looking for me...anyway, the following Monday I got a call to say the position I had applied for (grade 1-2 split class) had been filled, but they had a position for a grade 3-4 split class with the possibility of it becoming straight grade 4, and asked if I'd be interested in that. I said yes, and was then asked if they could call me back an hour later to interview me on the phone!
By Tuesday afternoon, I had the job and officially accepted it Wednesday!
So, in eight days I will begin a new chapter in my life. There is a lot to do between now and then, but I'm not worried. I'm trying to go through some things to decide whether or not to take them (mostly clothes) as I'll have to end up getting most everything else (household items) when I get there. We figure it would be cheaper in the long run to do that than to hire a moving van and take everything out to the opposite end of the country.
Well, that's my news! Praise God for answered prayer!
I got a job!!
I am moving to the other side of Canada (west coast) because I will be teaching in a Christian school - what I've wanted to do since I originally went back to university back in 2002!
Although school only starts on September 6 (the same as it does here), I do have to be there for August 31 because there is new teacher orientation that day and the next. From what I'm told, there are five of us new teachers who will be there (me, two from Alberta, one from Ontario, and one from Southern BC). I wanted to go about a week early so that I can get settled and have a chance to get to know my way around. I also need to take care of things like getting my drivers license changed over, setting up a bank account, etc.
I am trusting God in the details, and even though I haven't had confirmation of the paperwork (a BC teaching license), I took a step of faith and bought my plane ticket and have contacted a rental place about an apartment I've seen online (yes, there were some pics of the interior and exterior). I am hoping and praying that I get the license without having to take some courses to upgrade to what they want (if it's not the same as here), or at least permission to teach if I do need to take some courses. Like I said though, I'm trusting God with all the details.
This all happened quite quickly. I applied for the job on a Friday afternoon. I had applied for a couple of other jobs in another province (at Christian schools), but hadn't heard anything from them so I thought I'd give it a shot (I had debated on applying for this job for a week before I actually applied). I thought I would never know if this is what God wants for me if I don't even try - it's not like the school would come looking for me...anyway, the following Monday I got a call to say the position I had applied for (grade 1-2 split class) had been filled, but they had a position for a grade 3-4 split class with the possibility of it becoming straight grade 4, and asked if I'd be interested in that. I said yes, and was then asked if they could call me back an hour later to interview me on the phone!
By Tuesday afternoon, I had the job and officially accepted it Wednesday!
So, in eight days I will begin a new chapter in my life. There is a lot to do between now and then, but I'm not worried. I'm trying to go through some things to decide whether or not to take them (mostly clothes) as I'll have to end up getting most everything else (household items) when I get there. We figure it would be cheaper in the long run to do that than to hire a moving van and take everything out to the opposite end of the country.
Well, that's my news! Praise God for answered prayer!
Thursday, March 31, 2011
A Week In Review - A Day Early
I've been having quite a busy week so far! It's all good though.
Since the beginning of the school year in September, I haven't had a whole lot of work. I have been lucky to get a day, maybe two a week - mostly it would be one day. It hasn't been easy, that's for sure.
Well, this week has been excellent for work. I had a full day of work on Monday at a middle school, a half day at another middle school on Tuesday, a full day at an elementary school yesterday, and tomorrow I am scheduled to work until noon (another half day) at another elementary school. Tomorrow's class I'm supposed to be in is the one I supplied in last week and enjoyed. Those kids were awesome, good, and I had no problems with them. I am looking forward to teaching them again tomorrow.
One teacher I know (he goes to my church, and I often supply in his classroom) said I'm probably getting a lot of work this week due to the fact the flu is going around, and it is report card time (so some teachers are taking some time off - or at least working elsewhere in the school - to get them done on time). In all honesty, I don't care why they are taking the time off...I'm just glad I'm getting some work! Not sure if it will continue between now and the end of the year (which I hope it does). That remains to be seen.
And, I have been thanking God for the amount of work this week. He definitely deserves thanks!
Aside from work, I haven't been doing too much because I've been tired most days because I'm not used to working every day for a long time. I've managed to get some knitting and crocheting done on some items I'm sending to a friend in Australia for her first baby. I need to sew on a few buttons and then I can get things sent off. Hoping to do that this weekend. I'd do it tomorrow, but unfortuately we are getting what I hope is our last snow storm this winter. They are calling for 15-20 cm of snow starting around noon tomorrow, and I won't be going out in that!
What have you been up to this week?
Since the beginning of the school year in September, I haven't had a whole lot of work. I have been lucky to get a day, maybe two a week - mostly it would be one day. It hasn't been easy, that's for sure.
Well, this week has been excellent for work. I had a full day of work on Monday at a middle school, a half day at another middle school on Tuesday, a full day at an elementary school yesterday, and tomorrow I am scheduled to work until noon (another half day) at another elementary school. Tomorrow's class I'm supposed to be in is the one I supplied in last week and enjoyed. Those kids were awesome, good, and I had no problems with them. I am looking forward to teaching them again tomorrow.
One teacher I know (he goes to my church, and I often supply in his classroom) said I'm probably getting a lot of work this week due to the fact the flu is going around, and it is report card time (so some teachers are taking some time off - or at least working elsewhere in the school - to get them done on time). In all honesty, I don't care why they are taking the time off...I'm just glad I'm getting some work! Not sure if it will continue between now and the end of the year (which I hope it does). That remains to be seen.
And, I have been thanking God for the amount of work this week. He definitely deserves thanks!
Aside from work, I haven't been doing too much because I've been tired most days because I'm not used to working every day for a long time. I've managed to get some knitting and crocheting done on some items I'm sending to a friend in Australia for her first baby. I need to sew on a few buttons and then I can get things sent off. Hoping to do that this weekend. I'd do it tomorrow, but unfortuately we are getting what I hope is our last snow storm this winter. They are calling for 15-20 cm of snow starting around noon tomorrow, and I won't be going out in that!
What have you been up to this week?
Thursday, September 09, 2010
First Day of School and Other Stuff
This past Tuesday was the first day of school for the kids in our province. For me, however, the first day was yesterday. For a few days I was feeling nervous about going back - probably because of not having to teach over the summer. But, when I got into the class, there was no nervousness or anything. The class I was teaching was one that I had supplied in the previous spring when the kids were in the previous grade. They are a good bunch of kids, and I had no problems with them at all. I even had one little girl come up to me and say, "Ms. S., hi! It's so good to see you again!" Even though it had been about five or six months since she'd seen me, and even though it was once, she remembered me. That felt good.
I was rather tired when I got home after school. I hadn't had a lot of sleep the night before (it took me awhile to get to sleep, but once I did, I didn't wake up until the alarm went off), and I've also been having a hard time sleeping the last few weeks. Also, not being used to working for a few months (I didn't work over the summer at all), and being on my feet all day, more than likely contributed to the tiredness as well. Last night was a little bit of a struggle to get to sleep again, but I don't think I woke up until the alarm went off again this morning. I think I might have managed about five to five and a half hours of sleep. I'm a little tired as I sit here writing this as well...I think I'll need another cup of coffe this morning!
I've been giving thought, lately, to spiritual attacks again. I have to wonder if some of the problems or situations we face and "blame" on the enemy are really caused by him. I know there are some things that are the result of his attacks (or his minions), but some things are our own creation or consequences to our actions. I guess I've been trying to figure out how to determine if something is because of us (and we put the blame on the enemy because that's what we've been taught to do, or we don't want to take the blame ourselves), or if it's an actual spiritual attack. I'm not talking about the obvious attacks because we are doing God's work and the enemy is doing what he can to stop it. I'm talking about the more subtle things - doubting we can be used by God, feeling like we aren't good enough, fear..and the list goes on.
I've been feeling weary for a long time. I know - or at least I've been told - that when it feels like God isn't doing something or working in our lives, or we aren't getting our prayers answered, not to give up, not to stop doing what we've been doing...that we should keep on "trucking along" until God tells us otherwise. But quite honestly, I've really been feeling inadequate in so many areas of my life; I've been feeling like I'm not good enough, or just not good at something that I've been told for so long that I am good at (I guess more like self-doubt)...it's hard to explain. I feel like I've lost the fire, like I've lost my passion for so much...and I can't get out of it. It's like I'm stuck in a deep pit and can't get out.
And, quite honestly, I'm sick of the pat Christian/Biblical answers...the "oh, I'll pray for you" or "trust God" or whatever they happen to be. They don't help; they don't make me feel better, and those answers typically make me feel that the person saying them really doesn't give a rat's.....well, you know. It feels like the ones saying those things just want to sound pious or they only want to hear "I'm fine" when they ask how you are...they don't really want to know, nor do they really care.
Sure, there are some who do care, some who are well meaning, but it seems from my experience that those people are few and far between. So many are concerned with looking and sounding Christian, that if you tell them you are struggling or doubting or fearing, or whatever, they think you are less of a Christian and act shocked that things aren't all "peachy keen" - especially if things are going well for them.
I'm just so frustrated, and have been for a long time. I feel like I'm floating in water with a heavy weight on top of my head and it's pushing me under. And while I flounder around and silently scream for help...those in the distance who are watching are more concerned with looking and sounding good, they don't want to get their feet wet to help. No, they'll stand on the shore and pray for me or tell me not to worry about drowning because God is with me and He'll help me.
Yeah, I know part of the problem is me...I don't always ask for help. That's because I've been burned and hurt so much in the past that I've pretty much lost trust in most people. I do have one friend I trust, and she knows a lot of what I've been feeling, etc., and I have another relatively new friend I've been able to build trust with, but that's about it (and of course the pat Christian/Bible answer for this is "oh, but you can trust Jesus".... I'm really sick and tired of getting hurt, feeling like people just don't care, and of feeling like I can't let others "in" because they'll probably hurt me in the end anyway.
I'm not losing my faith in God, I'm not doubting anything about Jesus...nothing like that. I'm just venting, I guess. Maybe I'm a little depressed too. Whatever it is, I'm really sick of feeling this way. I want the fire back; I want the passion back; I want to be able to trust...but, I'm struggling with the weight on my head, floundering in the water, and wondering why I just can't walk on the water and not be afraid.
That's it. Venting over. Off to try and be positive and not think these negative thoughts.
I was rather tired when I got home after school. I hadn't had a lot of sleep the night before (it took me awhile to get to sleep, but once I did, I didn't wake up until the alarm went off), and I've also been having a hard time sleeping the last few weeks. Also, not being used to working for a few months (I didn't work over the summer at all), and being on my feet all day, more than likely contributed to the tiredness as well. Last night was a little bit of a struggle to get to sleep again, but I don't think I woke up until the alarm went off again this morning. I think I might have managed about five to five and a half hours of sleep. I'm a little tired as I sit here writing this as well...I think I'll need another cup of coffe this morning!
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I've been giving thought, lately, to spiritual attacks again. I have to wonder if some of the problems or situations we face and "blame" on the enemy are really caused by him. I know there are some things that are the result of his attacks (or his minions), but some things are our own creation or consequences to our actions. I guess I've been trying to figure out how to determine if something is because of us (and we put the blame on the enemy because that's what we've been taught to do, or we don't want to take the blame ourselves), or if it's an actual spiritual attack. I'm not talking about the obvious attacks because we are doing God's work and the enemy is doing what he can to stop it. I'm talking about the more subtle things - doubting we can be used by God, feeling like we aren't good enough, fear..and the list goes on.
I've been feeling weary for a long time. I know - or at least I've been told - that when it feels like God isn't doing something or working in our lives, or we aren't getting our prayers answered, not to give up, not to stop doing what we've been doing...that we should keep on "trucking along" until God tells us otherwise. But quite honestly, I've really been feeling inadequate in so many areas of my life; I've been feeling like I'm not good enough, or just not good at something that I've been told for so long that I am good at (I guess more like self-doubt)...it's hard to explain. I feel like I've lost the fire, like I've lost my passion for so much...and I can't get out of it. It's like I'm stuck in a deep pit and can't get out.
And, quite honestly, I'm sick of the pat Christian/Biblical answers...the "oh, I'll pray for you" or "trust God" or whatever they happen to be. They don't help; they don't make me feel better, and those answers typically make me feel that the person saying them really doesn't give a rat's.....well, you know. It feels like the ones saying those things just want to sound pious or they only want to hear "I'm fine" when they ask how you are...they don't really want to know, nor do they really care.
Sure, there are some who do care, some who are well meaning, but it seems from my experience that those people are few and far between. So many are concerned with looking and sounding Christian, that if you tell them you are struggling or doubting or fearing, or whatever, they think you are less of a Christian and act shocked that things aren't all "peachy keen" - especially if things are going well for them.
I'm just so frustrated, and have been for a long time. I feel like I'm floating in water with a heavy weight on top of my head and it's pushing me under. And while I flounder around and silently scream for help...those in the distance who are watching are more concerned with looking and sounding good, they don't want to get their feet wet to help. No, they'll stand on the shore and pray for me or tell me not to worry about drowning because God is with me and He'll help me.
Yeah, I know part of the problem is me...I don't always ask for help. That's because I've been burned and hurt so much in the past that I've pretty much lost trust in most people. I do have one friend I trust, and she knows a lot of what I've been feeling, etc., and I have another relatively new friend I've been able to build trust with, but that's about it (and of course the pat Christian/Bible answer for this is "oh, but you can trust Jesus".... I'm really sick and tired of getting hurt, feeling like people just don't care, and of feeling like I can't let others "in" because they'll probably hurt me in the end anyway.
I'm not losing my faith in God, I'm not doubting anything about Jesus...nothing like that. I'm just venting, I guess. Maybe I'm a little depressed too. Whatever it is, I'm really sick of feeling this way. I want the fire back; I want the passion back; I want to be able to trust...but, I'm struggling with the weight on my head, floundering in the water, and wondering why I just can't walk on the water and not be afraid.
That's it. Venting over. Off to try and be positive and not think these negative thoughts.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
A Bit of This and That
1. I've been trying to come up with some good blog posts, but every time I start one, it seems to fizzle pretty quickly - I don't know why. Guess I'll keep plugging at them and use them in the future.
2. Over the weekend, I was able to go to Halifax and Peggy's Cove (both in the province of Nova Scotia). I haven't been to Halifax in probably 20 years; I've never been to Peggy's Cove. L-O-V-E-D both places! Over on my photography blog, Shutter Bug, I've got a couple of photos posted and will be posting more over the next several days. Hope you'll stop by and leave me a comment (love comments here too)! I definitely want to go back to both of these places again - hopefully soon!
3. Yesterday I received a photo of my new sponsor child from World Vision. I have been sponsoring a little girl from Tanzania for about 10 years now. Yesterday's mail stated that the community in which this little girl lives, has now become self-sufficient (yay, God!) so I will not be sponsoring her anymore.
I now have a new little girl in the same country, but different community now. From the little bit of info (I get more in about a month) stated with this child's picture, I was told she is nearly 3 years old, neither of her parents work and can't take care of their family well (probably because of not having jobs), and the community is quite poor. Please pray for this little girl, her family, and community (don't worry about specifics, God knows who and where they are).
4. My best friend found out that she will, in fact, be able to attend the B.Ed. program she'd applied for earlier this year (the same one I graduated from last November). Just a week ago, it seemed that even though she had been accepted into the program, she wouldn't be able to attend because of her financial situation. Just the other day, however, she found out that she WILL be able to attend. God is definitely working in her situation, opening doors for her, while shutting others. My friend has been trusting God all along to work out the details, and even when it was looking as though she wouldn't be able to go, she said that if God didn't want her in the program, then she was alright with that, and accepted the outcome.
I am so thrilled for her! She is an awesome woman, fabulous teacher (she works with 4 year olds all day, every day), and an excellent mother. I know that she will make one of the best teachers in the public school system when she graduates the program.
It's awesome to see how God has been working in her life - in the past, and in the present. He has big plans for her, I know it!
5. I wish I could see God working in my life. To be honest, it feels like He's taking a break from me. I really don't see Him doing anything in my life. I'm sure He is - after all, that's what "they" say, that God is always at work, even when it seems like He's not. I'm sure there's a reason why I never got an interview for a full-time teaching position (I applied for elementary teaching and ESL - though I would prefer to teach K-4), I'm sure there's a reason why I didn't get all that many calls to do supply work this past year. I'm sure there's a reason, but it's so hard not being able to see the results. I guess this is what faith is all about. Trusting God, even though we don't know what's going to happen. But, in all honesty, I really don't see Him working in my life, and that makes it hard. Sigh.
6. I am back to wanting to make changes in my life - so many changes to make! Earlier in the summer/late spring, I was working on losing weight and exercising, trying to get closer to the Lord (that is an ongoing thing for me - 1 step forward, 2 steps back. Well, when my sciatic problem began to get more and more intense, I pretty much gave up trying. I could barely move, was in pain, and couldn't focus on doing what I should do - nor did I feel like doing anything. Well, since my sciatic hasn't been bothering me as of late (there is still a bit of tightness in my muscles, a little "pain" once in awhile (though nothing bad or requiring pain relievers), and half of my leg and foot is still numb), I've been itching to get out and try jogging/running again. I might give it a try soon, and see how it goes. I should be going out for walks now, since I can actually move again without pain, and should try and see how it goes on the eliptical machine (I tried several weeks ago, but it hurt my back a little). And, I need to start watching what I eat and cut back again. I'm at the biggest I've ever been again, and I certainly don't want to get any bigger!!
Ok, well, I guess that's all for now. May you all have a blessed, and Christ-filled day!
*** Top picture of the Halifax, Nova Scotia waterfront; bottom photo is the lighthouse at Peggy's Cove, Nova Scotia.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Tuesday
I mentioned in the previous post about my back bothering me lately. Since Sunday it hasn't been quite as bad, though I'm not sure why. I'm glad it's feeling better, however, I am supposed to go for an x-ray on my back, and I would rather have that done when my back is hurting - that way it might show something that's causing the pain (though the doctor didn't think anything would show up).
A friend of mine called me Sunday night and asked if I was working on Monday. I said no, and she booked me to fill in for her. She also ended up calling me and booking me to fill in again for her today. This was the first time that I've taught high school. I must say I enjoyed it, and found these kids to be a lot better attitude and behaviour wise than the middle school kids I've been teaching. Even though I enjoyed these classes, I think I would still teach the younger elementary grades. I'm also working tomorrow, and I'm scheduled to work Friday morning as well. This has been a great week for work since I haven't been getting much lately. So, because of the work, I won't be able to get the x-ray done again just yet. If I don't work on Thursday, I'll be going then. Otherwise, I won't be able to go until next week (our car is going in for a bit of work on Friday afternoon, so I can't go then either).
Not much else for news to tell. I'm hopefully going to be going running tomorrow night with the group at the Running Room tomorrow evening. We are scheduled to run 3 mins/walk 1 min tomorrow night (according to the e-mail they sent out to us), and the next night aim for 4/1. I'm not up that far yet, but I'll do what I can and will have to motivate and push myself to do more running on my own time to help myself to be able to keep up to the others as much as possible.
Tonight I've got some stuff running through my mind, and I've feeling a little down. I hope I can get it out before bed so that I can get some sleep tonight and not be tired at work tomorrow. I think part of what is bothering me is the way I look. I want to improve myself - lose weight and get healthy (and also exercise every day). I guess I haven't been seeing the results that I would like, and it's discouraging. However, I need to remember that I'm older now and it's going to take more effort. I also need to remember that it's good to lose it slowly, and that way it's more apt to stay off. However, I'm not feeling very positive about this at this time. I have to get my mind out of the negative thinking - otherwise I'm going to sabotage myself if I don't.
Well, not much else to say, so I'll head off for now. God bless!
A friend of mine called me Sunday night and asked if I was working on Monday. I said no, and she booked me to fill in for her. She also ended up calling me and booking me to fill in again for her today. This was the first time that I've taught high school. I must say I enjoyed it, and found these kids to be a lot better attitude and behaviour wise than the middle school kids I've been teaching. Even though I enjoyed these classes, I think I would still teach the younger elementary grades. I'm also working tomorrow, and I'm scheduled to work Friday morning as well. This has been a great week for work since I haven't been getting much lately. So, because of the work, I won't be able to get the x-ray done again just yet. If I don't work on Thursday, I'll be going then. Otherwise, I won't be able to go until next week (our car is going in for a bit of work on Friday afternoon, so I can't go then either).
Not much else for news to tell. I'm hopefully going to be going running tomorrow night with the group at the Running Room tomorrow evening. We are scheduled to run 3 mins/walk 1 min tomorrow night (according to the e-mail they sent out to us), and the next night aim for 4/1. I'm not up that far yet, but I'll do what I can and will have to motivate and push myself to do more running on my own time to help myself to be able to keep up to the others as much as possible.
Tonight I've got some stuff running through my mind, and I've feeling a little down. I hope I can get it out before bed so that I can get some sleep tonight and not be tired at work tomorrow. I think part of what is bothering me is the way I look. I want to improve myself - lose weight and get healthy (and also exercise every day). I guess I haven't been seeing the results that I would like, and it's discouraging. However, I need to remember that I'm older now and it's going to take more effort. I also need to remember that it's good to lose it slowly, and that way it's more apt to stay off. However, I'm not feeling very positive about this at this time. I have to get my mind out of the negative thinking - otherwise I'm going to sabotage myself if I don't.
Well, not much else to say, so I'll head off for now. God bless!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Prayer Request
I am a supply teacher. I have my teaching license and am qualified to teach. I just don't have the permanent job yet. It's something every new teacher has to go through. I'm working on getting my foot in the door, and when I visit a school, I leave a business card with my info on it at the office, and with the teacher I fill in for. I hope that by doing this I will get more calls.
The month of January was difficult for me. I only had about three days in total for the month; it's kind of difficult to pay the bills with so little work. I'll admit I felt somewhat depressed about it, and could sense a spiritual battle going on as well. Definitely not fun.
Since joining a small group/Bible study, I get asked every week if I've been getting any work. It's nice when I can say that I have been, but it makes me feel like a "loser" when I don't get any - especially with a full-time teacher and another supply teacher (who has been getting a lot of work) in the group.
Last week we were asked to share a piece of good news and bad/not so good news with the group (if we wanted to). I told them that, at that point, I had worked that day and had been booked to work Thursday as well (I ended up working this past Friday, too). Not only did I have a couple days of work that week, but I had also been booked for this coming entire week! That's the first time I've been booked for an entire week, and a week in advance! The group was happy for me, because it has been an ongoing prayer request of mine - to get more work, especially since student loans are coming due soon. In that sense, prayers have been answered, but this will be an ongoing prayer request until I can get a permanent classroom of my own (that is also a prayer request I have).
I'm looking forward to the full week of work. I'll admit the pay cheque is going to be nice. I've been to this particular school a couple of times already, and the only thing that I don't look forward to is the fact it is a middle school. I really don't like working with this age group; my preferred group would be from kindergarten to grade three as being ideal for me. However, at this point in time, I can't be too choosey.
So, with this post, I am asking for prayers for this coming week that I can do a great job, that the kids are good and listen to me, that they don't give me too hard of a time, and that I don't lose my marbles! If you can remember to pray every day, I'd appreciate it. If you can only pray once, I'd appreciate that too. I appreciate any and all prayer I get.
The month of January was difficult for me. I only had about three days in total for the month; it's kind of difficult to pay the bills with so little work. I'll admit I felt somewhat depressed about it, and could sense a spiritual battle going on as well. Definitely not fun.
Since joining a small group/Bible study, I get asked every week if I've been getting any work. It's nice when I can say that I have been, but it makes me feel like a "loser" when I don't get any - especially with a full-time teacher and another supply teacher (who has been getting a lot of work) in the group.
Last week we were asked to share a piece of good news and bad/not so good news with the group (if we wanted to). I told them that, at that point, I had worked that day and had been booked to work Thursday as well (I ended up working this past Friday, too). Not only did I have a couple days of work that week, but I had also been booked for this coming entire week! That's the first time I've been booked for an entire week, and a week in advance! The group was happy for me, because it has been an ongoing prayer request of mine - to get more work, especially since student loans are coming due soon. In that sense, prayers have been answered, but this will be an ongoing prayer request until I can get a permanent classroom of my own (that is also a prayer request I have).
I'm looking forward to the full week of work. I'll admit the pay cheque is going to be nice. I've been to this particular school a couple of times already, and the only thing that I don't look forward to is the fact it is a middle school. I really don't like working with this age group; my preferred group would be from kindergarten to grade three as being ideal for me. However, at this point in time, I can't be too choosey.
So, with this post, I am asking for prayers for this coming week that I can do a great job, that the kids are good and listen to me, that they don't give me too hard of a time, and that I don't lose my marbles! If you can remember to pray every day, I'd appreciate it. If you can only pray once, I'd appreciate that too. I appreciate any and all prayer I get.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Write Your Plans In Pencil
As anyone who has been reading my blog (though I fear there aren't many out there) should know, I am now a teacher. I got my teaching license this past November and that same month I began to do some supply work. Sadly, I haven't had a whole lot of calls - maybe one to one and a half days per week. Some weeks I've had no calls.
I do realize that this is par for the course, however, and like those who have gone on before me, I must do my time and get my foot in the door. I've been leaving business cards lately with the teachers I've filled in for as well as with the secretarys (or principals/vice principals) at last several schools I've been called to. Once I get known, I should get more calls. I was also informed that there are a lot of supply teachers on the list, so I have to wait until my name gets to the top before I can get a call.
I will admit, I have been worrying about this, mostly because I have student loans that I have to start paying next month, as well as some other bills. I calculated that if I could get at least three days each week, I should be OK financially for awhile. Pastor J said that if I can look past the money aspect, I should try to see this as a vacation. I'm trying to do that, but most of the time I tend to focus on the financial aspect. I suppose in a way he is right - I do need a vacation. I haven't really had one for awhile. Since I started school, back in 2002, I've not had much of a break - maybe a few days here and there. I went to school for five years, working on my summer and Christmas breaks, worked in South Korea for a year (and while I had some vacation then, the work was highly stressful), then came back to school for another year and worked during my Christmas vacation. Then, this past summer, as you know, I went to Australia for two months to do half of my teaching internship. So, if you calculate it all out, this is the seventh year since I've really had a vacation. It's a Jubilee year I guess - a time for rest...well, I'm calculating from last September since I began in September 2002.
Anyway, this morning I was thinking about work and possibilities or options. As I was doing my morning devotions, I read today's entry in Our Daily Bread. There is a little poem at the bottom of the page, as well as a little sentence...though I'm not sure what you would call it. If you are familiar with Our Daily Bread, the sentence I am referring to is the one below the line, written in bold.
After praying and reading my Bible chapter, I read the devotion, and it spoke to me. The poem is this:
I don't know what tomorrow will hold. I don't know where I'll be teaching, what grade, if I'll have to move away to get a job, if I'll teach in public or private schools, etc. I have to trust that God will lead me in the direction He wants me to go, and I need to have faith. I guess part of my struggle is not knowing if I'm on a path right now or if I'm resting.
The little devotional sentence I refered to earlier is as follows:
I guess we tend to make our own plans so often, and not concern ourselves with whether or not they are what God has planned for us. We need to be open to change. What I might think is the path (teaching in a public school for example), might not be the path God wants, and if not, He will "erase" it and set me on course. For all I know, God's plan for me might include me moving to another city or province; He might want me teaching in a private type school; or He might want me to teach a grade I'm not comfortable teaching (middle school).
As the sentence says, I need to write my plans in pencil because they might not be the right ones, or they might need to be changed or altered. If I give God the eraser and let Him be the one in control, then He'll erase what needs to be and write in the correct plans.
Do you struggle with planning your future? Do you write your plans in pencil and let God have the erase?
I do realize that this is par for the course, however, and like those who have gone on before me, I must do my time and get my foot in the door. I've been leaving business cards lately with the teachers I've filled in for as well as with the secretarys (or principals/vice principals) at last several schools I've been called to. Once I get known, I should get more calls. I was also informed that there are a lot of supply teachers on the list, so I have to wait until my name gets to the top before I can get a call.
I will admit, I have been worrying about this, mostly because I have student loans that I have to start paying next month, as well as some other bills. I calculated that if I could get at least three days each week, I should be OK financially for awhile. Pastor J said that if I can look past the money aspect, I should try to see this as a vacation. I'm trying to do that, but most of the time I tend to focus on the financial aspect. I suppose in a way he is right - I do need a vacation. I haven't really had one for awhile. Since I started school, back in 2002, I've not had much of a break - maybe a few days here and there. I went to school for five years, working on my summer and Christmas breaks, worked in South Korea for a year (and while I had some vacation then, the work was highly stressful), then came back to school for another year and worked during my Christmas vacation. Then, this past summer, as you know, I went to Australia for two months to do half of my teaching internship. So, if you calculate it all out, this is the seventh year since I've really had a vacation. It's a Jubilee year I guess - a time for rest...well, I'm calculating from last September since I began in September 2002.
Anyway, this morning I was thinking about work and possibilities or options. As I was doing my morning devotions, I read today's entry in Our Daily Bread. There is a little poem at the bottom of the page, as well as a little sentence...though I'm not sure what you would call it. If you are familiar with Our Daily Bread, the sentence I am referring to is the one below the line, written in bold.
After praying and reading my Bible chapter, I read the devotion, and it spoke to me. The poem is this:
Tomorrow's plans I do not know,
I only know this minute;
But He will say, "This is the way,
By faith now walk ye in it." --Ryberg
I don't know what tomorrow will hold. I don't know where I'll be teaching, what grade, if I'll have to move away to get a job, if I'll teach in public or private schools, etc. I have to trust that God will lead me in the direction He wants me to go, and I need to have faith. I guess part of my struggle is not knowing if I'm on a path right now or if I'm resting.
The little devotional sentence I refered to earlier is as follows:
Write your plans in pencil
and let God have the eraser.
I guess we tend to make our own plans so often, and not concern ourselves with whether or not they are what God has planned for us. We need to be open to change. What I might think is the path (teaching in a public school for example), might not be the path God wants, and if not, He will "erase" it and set me on course. For all I know, God's plan for me might include me moving to another city or province; He might want me teaching in a private type school; or He might want me to teach a grade I'm not comfortable teaching (middle school).
As the sentence says, I need to write my plans in pencil because they might not be the right ones, or they might need to be changed or altered. If I give God the eraser and let Him be the one in control, then He'll erase what needs to be and write in the correct plans.
Do you struggle with planning your future? Do you write your plans in pencil and let God have the erase?
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Trudging Along
Since my last post, I have only worked two half-days. Originally I was only suppposed to work this past Wednesday morning, but on Tuesday morning, the school I'd be working at on Wednesday called and asked me to come in that afternoon. Apparently, the teacher I was replacing (I know him from church), had made a verbal agreement with one of the other supply teachers, who frequents his school, for Tuesday afternoon. However, that morning he asked her about it again, and she said she was going to substitute for one of the other teachers. Dave quickly had the office call me, and I agreed to come in.
The classes weren't overly bad. There were behaviour issues, of course, as there is with every supply teacher. I think with new supply teachers, the kids will tend to press their luck, push the buttons, etc. to see what they can get away with. Once they know how a supply teacher is, and what is acceptable or not, then I think it might get a little better - though I could be wrong. So far all the schools I've gone in to have been a one shot deal. I haven't had any more calls since.
I think tomorrow I will go down to the school district office and have them make a registered copy of my teaching licence for my file. This way I will now get paid the wages of a teacher who has a license, as opposed to one who only has a permit. It will also give me more money. While I'm there, I might get them to change the list of grades and subjects I will supply. I think I will get them to add high school history, and maybe some English or social studies classes for middle school, as well as possibly teaching some ESL classes (any age/grade). I must admit, though, I really don't like teaching middle school kids, but right now it might help me to get more work.
Things have been going along pretty well with my walk. I've been reading the Bible daily now for about a month, and praying for my two friends (this is a daily thing we are doing), and I've kept up with the accountablilty with them as well. I must say that I've been feeling better about my relationship with the Lord, but I have had a bit of a bump recently which put me in a great spiritual battle. Thankfully, that seems much better. I just hope I can overcome it again if it rears its ugly head!
I will admit, however, that I am struggling still with certain areas. For example, I know all Christians are given spiritual gifts; I just don't know what mine is/are. I've taken those little tests that tell you what they are according to how you answer the questions, and mine always lists Crafts as being my big one (I know it's not called crafts, but it's along those lines). See, my problem with that is I see anything craft related (whether it's being able to build a house or knit socks) as being a talent, allbeit God given, rather than a spiritual gift as mentioned in the New Testament. I really struggle with this (though I don't stop doing my knitting for the Lord). I know I should pray and ask God to reveal my gift, and I have, but I just don't seem to be getting any answers.
There are other struggles in my walk that I am going through, but I'll hold off discussing those for a later post. I guess I know that I should take this to the Lord, but it's hard when I feel as though He doesn't hear me. Maybe this is an issue (as all of them are) that I should keep praying about, and listen for His answer. I just want to feel as though I have a purpose, which I know I do but again I don't feel as though I do have one, and I want to know what that purpose is right now. And no, I don't want to pray for patience because then I'll be put through situations that make me need to be patient...lol.
Maybe my walk isn't as good or as smooth as I thought it was...
The classes weren't overly bad. There were behaviour issues, of course, as there is with every supply teacher. I think with new supply teachers, the kids will tend to press their luck, push the buttons, etc. to see what they can get away with. Once they know how a supply teacher is, and what is acceptable or not, then I think it might get a little better - though I could be wrong. So far all the schools I've gone in to have been a one shot deal. I haven't had any more calls since.
I think tomorrow I will go down to the school district office and have them make a registered copy of my teaching licence for my file. This way I will now get paid the wages of a teacher who has a license, as opposed to one who only has a permit. It will also give me more money. While I'm there, I might get them to change the list of grades and subjects I will supply. I think I will get them to add high school history, and maybe some English or social studies classes for middle school, as well as possibly teaching some ESL classes (any age/grade). I must admit, though, I really don't like teaching middle school kids, but right now it might help me to get more work.
Things have been going along pretty well with my walk. I've been reading the Bible daily now for about a month, and praying for my two friends (this is a daily thing we are doing), and I've kept up with the accountablilty with them as well. I must say that I've been feeling better about my relationship with the Lord, but I have had a bit of a bump recently which put me in a great spiritual battle. Thankfully, that seems much better. I just hope I can overcome it again if it rears its ugly head!
I will admit, however, that I am struggling still with certain areas. For example, I know all Christians are given spiritual gifts; I just don't know what mine is/are. I've taken those little tests that tell you what they are according to how you answer the questions, and mine always lists Crafts as being my big one (I know it's not called crafts, but it's along those lines). See, my problem with that is I see anything craft related (whether it's being able to build a house or knit socks) as being a talent, allbeit God given, rather than a spiritual gift as mentioned in the New Testament. I really struggle with this (though I don't stop doing my knitting for the Lord). I know I should pray and ask God to reveal my gift, and I have, but I just don't seem to be getting any answers.
There are other struggles in my walk that I am going through, but I'll hold off discussing those for a later post. I guess I know that I should take this to the Lord, but it's hard when I feel as though He doesn't hear me. Maybe this is an issue (as all of them are) that I should keep praying about, and listen for His answer. I just want to feel as though I have a purpose, which I know I do but again I don't feel as though I do have one, and I want to know what that purpose is right now. And no, I don't want to pray for patience because then I'll be put through situations that make me need to be patient...lol.
Maybe my walk isn't as good or as smooth as I thought it was...
Monday, November 09, 2009
Good News
Last week was a great week. It started out pretty normal, but by Thursday, things started happening. That morning, I got a call from the school district to tell me my info had finally been entered into their system and they had a temporary employee number for me. From there, I had to log onto the subfinder system (what they use for supply teachers to get their calls for work) and make sure my info was correct, and basically let the system know I was now ready to get calls. Within 30-45 minutes, I had my first call to supply at one of the local schools!
I ended up getting a little less than four hours of work because I was filling in for a teacher who had just received a call that morning that there had been a death in her family. I was in a grade one class of about 16 students, and it turns out one of the little boys in the class is also in the Sunday school class I co-teach at church!
Thursday evening around supper time I got a call to supply for a full day at another school. The school I was at has a bad reputation amongst supply teachers (and teachers and the public in general). I was informed from Subfinder that I would be doing phys. ed., and so I dressed appropriately for that; however, when I got to the school on Friday, it turns out that they didn't want me for phys. ed., but for a variety of classes (basically I was floating around). I was in a kindergarten class for two periods, a grade one class for two periods, helped in a grade two class for one period, and then had a grade six class for one period.
After teaching a day and a half, I felt drained. I haven't felt that tired in so long. Working with kids all day is definitely takes a lot out of you!
Oh, I should add that Friday around supper time I got a call to work again for this week. I had figured they were going to ask for today (Monday), but it is for this coming Thursday. Here, there is no school for students on Tuesday because of parent-teacher interviews, as well as a PD day for the teachers. Wednesday is Rememberance Day, so there is no school that day either.
Satuday was my big day. I finally graduated from the Bachelor of Education program - I am finished with my schooling now, woo hoo! It really feels great. However, after I've been working a few years, which I'll need to do in order to get some money, there is an advanced literacy program that I would like to take as well.
As for the graduation, there were only about 38 students at the fall convocation. There were some who didn't show up, so there were less than that for actual graduates. For the education program, there were five of us graduating, but only three showed up (including me). My mom and brother came, and that was nice. I really wish my dad had lived long enough to see me graduate. He was proud of me for getting into the program, and I know he would be proud of me for graduating it and getting my first supply jobs last week as well.
This morning I was up bright and early - ok, so it was actually dark when I got up (a little after six), but you know what I mean, hehehe. Anyway, we can start to get calls at six in the morning until twelve, and then again from about 4:30 until 11:00 PM. If we are going to work that day, we would get the calls typically between six and seven. If the calls come later it could be because a teacher needs to leave early. If we work the next day or later on in the week (or even in the month), we are supposed to get calls starting at 4:30.
So, because I didn't know if I'd be getting a call this morning, I got up and took a shower and got ready just in case. With about two and a half hours left to get a call to work today, should I get called to come in during that time, I just have to change and get a lunch (or snack) and leave. I am finding that I am really tired though - I didn't get a lot of sleep last night from tossing and turning for awhile, and not falling asleep before midnight. If I don't get a call in the next few hours, I am most definitely going to lay down for a nap!
Well, I've talked long enough for now I think. I'm going to head off and see if I can get some photography practice in, or maybe do some knitting. I'll try to get on here again this week (or maybe even tomorrow) and update you on how things are going in my walk with the Lord!
Have a blessed and Christ-filled day!
I ended up getting a little less than four hours of work because I was filling in for a teacher who had just received a call that morning that there had been a death in her family. I was in a grade one class of about 16 students, and it turns out one of the little boys in the class is also in the Sunday school class I co-teach at church!
Thursday evening around supper time I got a call to supply for a full day at another school. The school I was at has a bad reputation amongst supply teachers (and teachers and the public in general). I was informed from Subfinder that I would be doing phys. ed., and so I dressed appropriately for that; however, when I got to the school on Friday, it turns out that they didn't want me for phys. ed., but for a variety of classes (basically I was floating around). I was in a kindergarten class for two periods, a grade one class for two periods, helped in a grade two class for one period, and then had a grade six class for one period.
After teaching a day and a half, I felt drained. I haven't felt that tired in so long. Working with kids all day is definitely takes a lot out of you!
Oh, I should add that Friday around supper time I got a call to work again for this week. I had figured they were going to ask for today (Monday), but it is for this coming Thursday. Here, there is no school for students on Tuesday because of parent-teacher interviews, as well as a PD day for the teachers. Wednesday is Rememberance Day, so there is no school that day either.
Satuday was my big day. I finally graduated from the Bachelor of Education program - I am finished with my schooling now, woo hoo! It really feels great. However, after I've been working a few years, which I'll need to do in order to get some money, there is an advanced literacy program that I would like to take as well.
As for the graduation, there were only about 38 students at the fall convocation. There were some who didn't show up, so there were less than that for actual graduates. For the education program, there were five of us graduating, but only three showed up (including me). My mom and brother came, and that was nice. I really wish my dad had lived long enough to see me graduate. He was proud of me for getting into the program, and I know he would be proud of me for graduating it and getting my first supply jobs last week as well.
This morning I was up bright and early - ok, so it was actually dark when I got up (a little after six), but you know what I mean, hehehe. Anyway, we can start to get calls at six in the morning until twelve, and then again from about 4:30 until 11:00 PM. If we are going to work that day, we would get the calls typically between six and seven. If the calls come later it could be because a teacher needs to leave early. If we work the next day or later on in the week (or even in the month), we are supposed to get calls starting at 4:30.
So, because I didn't know if I'd be getting a call this morning, I got up and took a shower and got ready just in case. With about two and a half hours left to get a call to work today, should I get called to come in during that time, I just have to change and get a lunch (or snack) and leave. I am finding that I am really tired though - I didn't get a lot of sleep last night from tossing and turning for awhile, and not falling asleep before midnight. If I don't get a call in the next few hours, I am most definitely going to lay down for a nap!
Well, I've talked long enough for now I think. I'm going to head off and see if I can get some photography practice in, or maybe do some knitting. I'll try to get on here again this week (or maybe even tomorrow) and update you on how things are going in my walk with the Lord!
Have a blessed and Christ-filled day!
Thursday, October 01, 2009
There really isn't a whole lot happening in my life right now. I'm still in limbo as I wait to attend the supply teaching information session that is being held October 26th. I found out this morning that I have been accepted to attend (this session is by invite only). I'm excited for this, and yet nervous. I've heard some of my classmates (some are taking a few classes they have left in order to complete the Education program; some, like me, have finished and are waiting for graduation and teaching licenses) they aren't getting very many calls to supply. I am hoping (selfishly) that they just didn't renew with the district to keep their name on the list. I would, after all, like to get enough work to have a steady flow of income coming in. I still have bills to pay.
I've been dabbling more in my photography. I still have lots to learn, but I am enjoying taking photos. I'm also enjoying learning to use Photoshop Elements to edit my shots. This week I found out a better way to convert colour photos to black & white. I was doing it one way, but this new way adds more oomph to the photo.
I'd like to get out soon and take some pictures of different things. I've focused a lot on flowers, but they are dying now (though my mom still has several dahlias growing in her garden). I'm thinking of doing a study or focus on one thing in particular for a certain amount of time. For example, maybe I'd focus on learning about light and taking pictures under different types of light - natural, candle, tungsten, etc. Or, maybe focus on a different colour for one week for the month (taking pictures of things that are blue, or red, or purple). I could also focus on landscapes, buildings, people, animals...the list and possibility is endless really. I just don't know what I should do (aside from taking random pictures). Maybe I could go on a photo walk and just take pictures of different things I see that capture my interest. I'll figure something out. In the meantime, if you want to see some of the shots I've posted on my photo blog, click here.
We had to take our car in again this week due to difficulties starting it. We'd taken it in last week and thought (and hoped and prayed) everything was fine; but then it happened a few more times - the car had trouble starting again. Turns out the problem was a sensor that was cracked. The mechanic also told us this sensor had never been replaced and was an original. He said the way he could tell was that the new sensors are square on the end, and this one was circular. So, we got it replaced and the car is working great. The next thing we have to do is take it in for the safety inspection, and that is toward the middle of the month.
Tomorrow is a busy day. I'm having breakfast with my mom and some of her friends from the horticulture society (this is a weekly event, and I've been joining in when I'm not busy), getting my hair coloured, and going to pick up a reference letter from the teacher I had done my observation and half of my internship with. I've asked if I could volunteer one or two mornings a week (it will look good on the resume and keep me in the classroom), and we're going to talk about that and whether or not I just wanted to help in her class, which is small this year, or if I wanted to also help in another class/grade. Not sure what I want to do just now though. I'll figure something out by then.
Well, heading off to read a little before bed. Hope your days are blessed and Christ filled!
I've been dabbling more in my photography. I still have lots to learn, but I am enjoying taking photos. I'm also enjoying learning to use Photoshop Elements to edit my shots. This week I found out a better way to convert colour photos to black & white. I was doing it one way, but this new way adds more oomph to the photo.
I'd like to get out soon and take some pictures of different things. I've focused a lot on flowers, but they are dying now (though my mom still has several dahlias growing in her garden). I'm thinking of doing a study or focus on one thing in particular for a certain amount of time. For example, maybe I'd focus on learning about light and taking pictures under different types of light - natural, candle, tungsten, etc. Or, maybe focus on a different colour for one week for the month (taking pictures of things that are blue, or red, or purple). I could also focus on landscapes, buildings, people, animals...the list and possibility is endless really. I just don't know what I should do (aside from taking random pictures). Maybe I could go on a photo walk and just take pictures of different things I see that capture my interest. I'll figure something out. In the meantime, if you want to see some of the shots I've posted on my photo blog, click here.
We had to take our car in again this week due to difficulties starting it. We'd taken it in last week and thought (and hoped and prayed) everything was fine; but then it happened a few more times - the car had trouble starting again. Turns out the problem was a sensor that was cracked. The mechanic also told us this sensor had never been replaced and was an original. He said the way he could tell was that the new sensors are square on the end, and this one was circular. So, we got it replaced and the car is working great. The next thing we have to do is take it in for the safety inspection, and that is toward the middle of the month.
Tomorrow is a busy day. I'm having breakfast with my mom and some of her friends from the horticulture society (this is a weekly event, and I've been joining in when I'm not busy), getting my hair coloured, and going to pick up a reference letter from the teacher I had done my observation and half of my internship with. I've asked if I could volunteer one or two mornings a week (it will look good on the resume and keep me in the classroom), and we're going to talk about that and whether or not I just wanted to help in her class, which is small this year, or if I wanted to also help in another class/grade. Not sure what I want to do just now though. I'll figure something out by then.
Well, heading off to read a little before bed. Hope your days are blessed and Christ filled!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Just Another Day
Not a lot has been happening lately. This past week my mom's sister-in-law (who was married to mom's second oldest brother) came to visit on Monday. She stayed until Wednesday when her brother and his wife came to pick her up and take her to their place. She's staying with them and will come back here sometime on Saturday. She flies out next Monday morning.
On Sunday after church, I had a problem starting the car - it wouldn't start! It was fine when I started it on the way to church, so I don't know why it wouldn't on the way back. I went back in the church and got a couple of the men to come out and take a look at it (thinking maybe I needed a boost or something like that). They checked and it wasn't the battery or the engine. While one guy was starting it, the other jiggled one of the wires and it started up. So, they seemed to think it was either the spark plug or the wire(s).
Yesterday we took the car in to the garage we always go to (it's owned by my mom's cousin), and they checked it over and said it's not the spark plug(s) or the wire(s) but it might be the starter starting to go. They said it's difficult to know at this point and the car may be fine for a few weeks and then one day it won't start again. So, from my understanding, it's just something we have to wait and see about. While we had the car in, we got a service and got them to change the muffler because that was going.
Today I went to the school district and submitted my paper work for the upcoming supply teaching info session. I won't fine out for close to a couple weeks if I'm accepted or not because they have to wait until the police check comes in (it should take 7-10 days for them to get), plus they need references, and while I have them written down on the application and on my resume, I still need a couple of them to fill out the form the district provides. I'm waiting for one of the teachers I worked with for my internship to reply to my email so I can go get her reference letter (she said back in June she'd write one up for me in the fall) and get her to fill out the form and fax in to the district. I also have to take my internship journal and updated portfolio in to my prof and I'm going to get him to fill out the other reference form and send in. Other than that, I've done my part so all I can do is sit back and wait for a call or email saying whether or not I've been accepted to go to the info session. I don't see any problem as to why I wouldn't get accepted; the only thing being that the session filled up before the district gets all my info. If that's the case I'd have to wait until November or December - depending on when the next session is.
I am really hoping that I get into this session no problem and that I get my name on the supply teaching list. I need to start working and getting the money coming in again. I'm enjoying my time "off", but I've got some bills I'll need to start paying and for that I need money.
I had to go and get myself a cell phone (ok, maybe I didn't have to get it) because I don't want to be tied down to the house phone waiting for calls. The calls come from the States from a company the district hired to do the calls (not sure if real people call or an automated system), and we have not typically been answering the phone lately because of the telemarketers. We have caller display and screen the calls and if a long distance number comes up that we don't know, we don't answer. I'd be afraid that that would happen when I'd get a call for work and end up missing out. Also, I wouldn't want Mom to answer the phone and it be them calling me for a job and I'm not here (they don't call back if you aren't around or if you don't answer the call...they move on to the next person on the l ist), or if she would accept a job for me thinking I needed it but I already had one. So, I decided the best thing would be to get a cell phone and use that number; that way I'd have the phone with me and I could leave the house and not miss job opportunities.
This past Sunday was the first week for Sunday school starting up again. We had five kids in the class, and one was absent. My friend Angela and I teach the class together. She did last week's lesson on 1 Samuel 1, and I do next week's lesson on 1 Samuel 2...or part of it at any rate. We'll be rotating the lessons and she'll do one week and I do the other. The kids are good, and I know the parents of three of them. The others I've seen around church, but I don't know them. I'm looking forward to teaching Sunday school again. I haven't done this since before I went to Korea. Last year I took the year off from being involved in any teaching (including the mid week program) because I felt I needed to get regrounded. I could still use that regrounding (going to have to see about getting involved in a small group Bible study), but I thought I'd give the teaching a go again.
I'm supposed to head out with M ichelle tomorrow to go on a photo shoot. We had to cancel it twice this past weekend (one due to weather, the other due to my car problems) and have rescheduled for tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully I'll get some great shots. I'll be sure to post them to my photography blog, Shutterbug. Why not head over there and check out the photos I have up so far. Feel free to comment too!
On Sunday after church, I had a problem starting the car - it wouldn't start! It was fine when I started it on the way to church, so I don't know why it wouldn't on the way back. I went back in the church and got a couple of the men to come out and take a look at it (thinking maybe I needed a boost or something like that). They checked and it wasn't the battery or the engine. While one guy was starting it, the other jiggled one of the wires and it started up. So, they seemed to think it was either the spark plug or the wire(s).
Yesterday we took the car in to the garage we always go to (it's owned by my mom's cousin), and they checked it over and said it's not the spark plug(s) or the wire(s) but it might be the starter starting to go. They said it's difficult to know at this point and the car may be fine for a few weeks and then one day it won't start again. So, from my understanding, it's just something we have to wait and see about. While we had the car in, we got a service and got them to change the muffler because that was going.
Today I went to the school district and submitted my paper work for the upcoming supply teaching info session. I won't fine out for close to a couple weeks if I'm accepted or not because they have to wait until the police check comes in (it should take 7-10 days for them to get), plus they need references, and while I have them written down on the application and on my resume, I still need a couple of them to fill out the form the district provides. I'm waiting for one of the teachers I worked with for my internship to reply to my email so I can go get her reference letter (she said back in June she'd write one up for me in the fall) and get her to fill out the form and fax in to the district. I also have to take my internship journal and updated portfolio in to my prof and I'm going to get him to fill out the other reference form and send in. Other than that, I've done my part so all I can do is sit back and wait for a call or email saying whether or not I've been accepted to go to the info session. I don't see any problem as to why I wouldn't get accepted; the only thing being that the session filled up before the district gets all my info. If that's the case I'd have to wait until November or December - depending on when the next session is.
I am really hoping that I get into this session no problem and that I get my name on the supply teaching list. I need to start working and getting the money coming in again. I'm enjoying my time "off", but I've got some bills I'll need to start paying and for that I need money.
I had to go and get myself a cell phone (ok, maybe I didn't have to get it) because I don't want to be tied down to the house phone waiting for calls. The calls come from the States from a company the district hired to do the calls (not sure if real people call or an automated system), and we have not typically been answering the phone lately because of the telemarketers. We have caller display and screen the calls and if a long distance number comes up that we don't know, we don't answer. I'd be afraid that that would happen when I'd get a call for work and end up missing out. Also, I wouldn't want Mom to answer the phone and it be them calling me for a job and I'm not here (they don't call back if you aren't around or if you don't answer the call...they move on to the next person on the l ist), or if she would accept a job for me thinking I needed it but I already had one. So, I decided the best thing would be to get a cell phone and use that number; that way I'd have the phone with me and I could leave the house and not miss job opportunities.
This past Sunday was the first week for Sunday school starting up again. We had five kids in the class, and one was absent. My friend Angela and I teach the class together. She did last week's lesson on 1 Samuel 1, and I do next week's lesson on 1 Samuel 2...or part of it at any rate. We'll be rotating the lessons and she'll do one week and I do the other. The kids are good, and I know the parents of three of them. The others I've seen around church, but I don't know them. I'm looking forward to teaching Sunday school again. I haven't done this since before I went to Korea. Last year I took the year off from being involved in any teaching (including the mid week program) because I felt I needed to get regrounded. I could still use that regrounding (going to have to see about getting involved in a small group Bible study), but I thought I'd give the teaching a go again.
I'm supposed to head out with M ichelle tomorrow to go on a photo shoot. We had to cancel it twice this past weekend (one due to weather, the other due to my car problems) and have rescheduled for tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully I'll get some great shots. I'll be sure to post them to my photography blog, Shutterbug. Why not head over there and check out the photos I have up so far. Feel free to comment too!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Back To Normal - Whatever That Is
Finally I think I've gotten back on track with my sleeping - the jet lag seems to have passed! I have always been a night owl, though, so I still can go to bed somewhat late. But, currently, I'm not up until the sun is about to rise, or sleeping only a couple of hours and being wide awake when I should be sleeping.
My back also seems better. It still gets quite stiff when I've been sitting or laying down for awhile. The pain isn't so much now, but sometimes it's sore with the stiffness. I haven't been taking any Robaxacet for several days (though I did take one the other day), and I've run out of the pills the doctor in Australia prescribed me. I knew it would just be a matter of time for the healing to take place, simply because this has happened to me before. My plan now (and I pray I'll stick with it), is to strengthen my core muscles as the doctor said this should help prevent future problems like I just had with my back. I think, by the weekend, I will pull out my yoga DVDs and do some of that to start with. The doctor had suggested this and said it would help.
Sunday school starts this coming Sunday, and I'm back co-teaching the grade 1 & 2 class. The other teacher, my friend Angela, and I will be taking turns each week. She is taking the lesson this week as she's had a longer time with the book and will be more familiar with it. Since I just got the book this past Sunday (she had gotten it over the summer while I was in Australia), she wanted to give me some time to get familiar with it and go over the lessons. We only have a small class so far - about 5 kids I think, but that could change. I'm looking forward to getting back into teaching Sunday school, and hopefully I can transfer some of what I learning in school this past year into this class - things like classroom managment, etc.
I haven't been doing much this past week, mostly trying to readjust from the jet lag and help my back get better. I've gone to request a transcript for my marks as well as a letter stating that even though I haven't graduated (that's in November), I have completed my course. I'll have to send those off to apply for my teaching license, and I will be applying for the October 26 info session for supply teachers. I also need the copy of my marks for that and need to fill out some forms and get them sent in so I can reserve a spot. You have to be invited to the info session, you can't just show up. By sending the paper work in, they'll know I'm interested and can invite me, providing everything is satisfactory on my application.
I've also recently started a photography blog. I'm just really learning digital photography as well as editing the photos (I got Photoshop Elements 7 last week). The blog is a place to show some of my photos and the editing I've done. The pics aren't necessarily the best, nor is the editing, but remember, I'm still learning and that's a process. I'm enjoying both though. My friend Michelle and I are going on a photo shoot on Saturday and we're either going to do some macro shots of butterflies or moving water. We haven't quite decided yet. If you are interested in viewing my photography blog, it's called Shutterbug and it's located here.
Going to end here for now. I think I've rambled on more than I had planned. Have a blessed and Christ-filled day!
My back also seems better. It still gets quite stiff when I've been sitting or laying down for awhile. The pain isn't so much now, but sometimes it's sore with the stiffness. I haven't been taking any Robaxacet for several days (though I did take one the other day), and I've run out of the pills the doctor in Australia prescribed me. I knew it would just be a matter of time for the healing to take place, simply because this has happened to me before. My plan now (and I pray I'll stick with it), is to strengthen my core muscles as the doctor said this should help prevent future problems like I just had with my back. I think, by the weekend, I will pull out my yoga DVDs and do some of that to start with. The doctor had suggested this and said it would help.
Sunday school starts this coming Sunday, and I'm back co-teaching the grade 1 & 2 class. The other teacher, my friend Angela, and I will be taking turns each week. She is taking the lesson this week as she's had a longer time with the book and will be more familiar with it. Since I just got the book this past Sunday (she had gotten it over the summer while I was in Australia), she wanted to give me some time to get familiar with it and go over the lessons. We only have a small class so far - about 5 kids I think, but that could change. I'm looking forward to getting back into teaching Sunday school, and hopefully I can transfer some of what I learning in school this past year into this class - things like classroom managment, etc.
I haven't been doing much this past week, mostly trying to readjust from the jet lag and help my back get better. I've gone to request a transcript for my marks as well as a letter stating that even though I haven't graduated (that's in November), I have completed my course. I'll have to send those off to apply for my teaching license, and I will be applying for the October 26 info session for supply teachers. I also need the copy of my marks for that and need to fill out some forms and get them sent in so I can reserve a spot. You have to be invited to the info session, you can't just show up. By sending the paper work in, they'll know I'm interested and can invite me, providing everything is satisfactory on my application.
I've also recently started a photography blog. I'm just really learning digital photography as well as editing the photos (I got Photoshop Elements 7 last week). The blog is a place to show some of my photos and the editing I've done. The pics aren't necessarily the best, nor is the editing, but remember, I'm still learning and that's a process. I'm enjoying both though. My friend Michelle and I are going on a photo shoot on Saturday and we're either going to do some macro shots of butterflies or moving water. We haven't quite decided yet. If you are interested in viewing my photography blog, it's called Shutterbug and it's located here.
Going to end here for now. I think I've rambled on more than I had planned. Have a blessed and Christ-filled day!
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Another Early Start
I've been awake again since about 4:00AM, and really hoping the jet lag wears off soon! I am now having my first cup of coffee (possibly my only cup of coffee, but a second one may be on the horizon), the sun has risen and the day is promising.
It's the first day of school for the kids in this area...for those going to university too. I'm torn on this...part of me misses not having to go to class today, but there is a bigger part that is excited. I guess with some of the high school kids, they only start tomorrow; those in grade nine (the first year of high school here) start today, to make things easier on them, and grades ten to twelve will go tomorrow. Other provinces have already started school last week. My nephew is in Nova Scotia, and he started last week.
I need to fill out a few forms and take my grad fee to the university today. I have to do it soon (as in within the next couple of weeks) because I will graduate in November and they are going to begin getting things ready for that soon. I also have to request a list of my courses and marks so they can be sent to the teacher's association (the registrar will also be sending a letter explaining that graduation is only in November, but I have finished my courses and internship now), so that I can get my teaching license. I don't know how long that takes, but I hope it is quick. I still have to wait until October or November before the district has their next supply teaching info session. I need to take that before I can do any supply teaching.
My brother has been mentioning to his teacher friends that they should call me to fill in for them when they are out (his wife may have done this too), or at least that's what he's told my mom. That's really nice of him. Also, yesterday, one of the teachers who goes to my church asked me about supplying. I told him about needing to wait for that info session, and he said as soon as I take it and get on the supply list to let him know. He said the schools have a list of preferred supply teachers they call first, and then if they can't get anyone from the list, they go to others. He said that when I'm on the supply list he'd add me to his (or his school's) preferred list. I thought that was really nice of him!
Another teacher friend from church asked my best friend (when I was in Australia) to pass on some advice from her - that if I have to hand out any work that needs to be corrected, to do it and not leave it for the teacher. They really appreciate that. Also, she said that I should do any photocopying, etc. that the teacher may need to do (probably would need to check in with the office to see about that, but I'm not totally sure), and ask the office if there is anything I can do to help another teacher (photocopying, correcting, etc.). She said that really puts you in a good light and the teachers appreciate it, and you would be more apt to get hired on by the school if you show a willingness to work or help out.
My back is still sore and stiff. I've been taking Robaxacet because the pills I got in Australia have run out (I have one more left of the anti-inflamatory one). They've been helping, but when I sit or lay down for a while (such as over night), then my back becomes quite stiff and sore. Yesterday I went out for awhile and took some pictures. I had taken some Robaxacet a little while before that and it really helped me to be able to move around and get in and out of the car without any real difficulty.
Speaking of photography, I had mentioned in my preivous post about doing some sort of project to help better my skills and become more creative with the pictures I take. Well, I haven't particularly started any project, per se, but I did create a photography blog. It's called Shutterbug, and can be found HERE. I've put a few of the pictures I've taken from Australia on there so far (I have 3 posts, 2 of which has a few pictures). I guess the theme seems to be birds and animals, so maybe I'll focus on that a bit. I was thinking if I do a 52 week or 365 day or even a 30 day project, it might be good to start at the beginning of a month. However, that's not totally necessary. I can start it at any time. I've also joined a couple of photography forums, so hopefully I can pick up some pointers there as well.
Well, going to head off and finish my coffee (hazelnut, yum!) and read the paper. Hope you have a blessed and Christ-filled day!
It's the first day of school for the kids in this area...for those going to university too. I'm torn on this...part of me misses not having to go to class today, but there is a bigger part that is excited. I guess with some of the high school kids, they only start tomorrow; those in grade nine (the first year of high school here) start today, to make things easier on them, and grades ten to twelve will go tomorrow. Other provinces have already started school last week. My nephew is in Nova Scotia, and he started last week.
I need to fill out a few forms and take my grad fee to the university today. I have to do it soon (as in within the next couple of weeks) because I will graduate in November and they are going to begin getting things ready for that soon. I also have to request a list of my courses and marks so they can be sent to the teacher's association (the registrar will also be sending a letter explaining that graduation is only in November, but I have finished my courses and internship now), so that I can get my teaching license. I don't know how long that takes, but I hope it is quick. I still have to wait until October or November before the district has their next supply teaching info session. I need to take that before I can do any supply teaching.
My brother has been mentioning to his teacher friends that they should call me to fill in for them when they are out (his wife may have done this too), or at least that's what he's told my mom. That's really nice of him. Also, yesterday, one of the teachers who goes to my church asked me about supplying. I told him about needing to wait for that info session, and he said as soon as I take it and get on the supply list to let him know. He said the schools have a list of preferred supply teachers they call first, and then if they can't get anyone from the list, they go to others. He said that when I'm on the supply list he'd add me to his (or his school's) preferred list. I thought that was really nice of him!
Another teacher friend from church asked my best friend (when I was in Australia) to pass on some advice from her - that if I have to hand out any work that needs to be corrected, to do it and not leave it for the teacher. They really appreciate that. Also, she said that I should do any photocopying, etc. that the teacher may need to do (probably would need to check in with the office to see about that, but I'm not totally sure), and ask the office if there is anything I can do to help another teacher (photocopying, correcting, etc.). She said that really puts you in a good light and the teachers appreciate it, and you would be more apt to get hired on by the school if you show a willingness to work or help out.
My back is still sore and stiff. I've been taking Robaxacet because the pills I got in Australia have run out (I have one more left of the anti-inflamatory one). They've been helping, but when I sit or lay down for a while (such as over night), then my back becomes quite stiff and sore. Yesterday I went out for awhile and took some pictures. I had taken some Robaxacet a little while before that and it really helped me to be able to move around and get in and out of the car without any real difficulty.
Speaking of photography, I had mentioned in my preivous post about doing some sort of project to help better my skills and become more creative with the pictures I take. Well, I haven't particularly started any project, per se, but I did create a photography blog. It's called Shutterbug, and can be found HERE. I've put a few of the pictures I've taken from Australia on there so far (I have 3 posts, 2 of which has a few pictures). I guess the theme seems to be birds and animals, so maybe I'll focus on that a bit. I was thinking if I do a 52 week or 365 day or even a 30 day project, it might be good to start at the beginning of a month. However, that's not totally necessary. I can start it at any time. I've also joined a couple of photography forums, so hopefully I can pick up some pointers there as well.
Well, going to head off and finish my coffee (hazelnut, yum!) and read the paper. Hope you have a blessed and Christ-filled day!
Friday, August 28, 2009
One More Sleep
It's hard to believe, but my time in Melbourne, Australia is finished. Tomorrow morning we begin our long journey back home to Canada. We've been here nearly two months, and the time has flown by so quickly.
Last week was my last week at the school, with Friday being my last day. Actually, we were there only half a day since we left for Sydney after lunch. Two of the teacher's from Sarah's school took us, and we stayed at the apartment of one of the teacher's brother. That last day of school was sad - I'll definitely miss those kids, as well as my host teacher and the other teacher in the room.
On Wednesday of that week, they had a little Australian party for me. They had the kids bring in some different foods that Aussies eat (and they were allowed to bring in food from other cultures if that is what they eat as well). There were lots of different things to eat, and the kids enjoyed it (I did too). There were several different types of cookies (or biscuits as they call them), some sandwiches, sweets/desserts, and one of the teachers brought in a little BBQ and cooked sausages on it. One of the "sandwiches" that were brought in tasted great - I loved it! It's called Fairy Bread and all you do is butter a piece of bread and put cake sprinkles on it. Sounds gross, but it's not.
I also had my first taste of Vegemite. That was totally disgusting! My host teacher, C, captured the moment on video. I thought she was only going to take a picture, but she taped the experience. She then showed it to some of the teachers, and then on my last day she showed the kids. Everyone thought it was quite funny (so did I). I really don't know how they can eat that stuff! I suppose, though, that if it's something you are brought up on you get used to it and grow a fondness for it.
Back to my last day...the two classes I helped in got me an Aussie kids book and they all signed it and put a picture of the classes in it, as well as a picture of me tasting the Vegemite. It was quite sweet (the book, not the Vegemite). C also got me an Australian kids book as well. The principal gave me a school mug and several different chocolate bars (one or two we have back home, but the others we don't have). When it was time for me to go, the kids all came over and hugged me, and one little boy says to me, "Ms. S, Tom's crying." One of the little boys had tears in his eyes, but just walked away after hugging me. I don't know if he was sad I was leaving, or if it was for some other reason, but I like to think he was sad that I was leaving.
That afternoon we flew to Sydney. We were there until Sunday night, and had a great time seeing the sights. The main reason we wanted to head to Sydney was to see the Opera House. We got to see that, the Sydney Harbour bridge, and several other places.
Early Monday morning we headed for the last leg of our vacation (the internship part wasn't vacation) and flew up to the Gold Coast. We stayed in a cute little town called Coolengata. Our hotel was a two minute walk from the beach. It was a beautiful place, and there was gorgeous weather. Unfortunately, Tuesday morning I wrenched my back and couldn't do much of anything the rest of the day and most of the next day. The girls went to a chemist (the Australian version of a drug store) and got me some meds after talking to the chemist/pharmacist. Those seemed to help as they had codeine in them. Thursday I walked around and took some pictures. I didn't go swimming because I didn't have a bathing suite, and my back was still sore. I was actually trying on a bathing suite when I wrenched my back...go figure.
Thursday evening I went to an after hours clinic to see a doctor for my back. He agreed with me that it was a muscle problem and wrote down two different types of pills to get (over the counter kind) as well as a prescription for an anti-inflammatory and Valium. He said the Valium was for the plane trip (it's a long flight) and that both the prescribed meds would make me drowsy. I have been taking all but the Valium and it's helping. I plan on only using the Valium on the plane ride.
All in all, I had a great time here in Australia. If you ever get the chance to visit this country, you should go - lots to see and do! I don't know if I'll ever have the opportunity to come back here, but if I do, I'll head this way again; I'd like to see the teachers/friends I've made on this trip again.
But for now, I need to get some rest (the pain pills I took a little while ago are kicking in and I'm feeling tired), and then do my packing. I'd like to take my host family out for supper tonight to show them my appreciation for all they have done for me while I was here. They are great people, and I'm glad I had the opportunity to meet and stay with them.
The next time I write, I'll be back home in Canada. See you soon!
Last week was my last week at the school, with Friday being my last day. Actually, we were there only half a day since we left for Sydney after lunch. Two of the teacher's from Sarah's school took us, and we stayed at the apartment of one of the teacher's brother. That last day of school was sad - I'll definitely miss those kids, as well as my host teacher and the other teacher in the room.
On Wednesday of that week, they had a little Australian party for me. They had the kids bring in some different foods that Aussies eat (and they were allowed to bring in food from other cultures if that is what they eat as well). There were lots of different things to eat, and the kids enjoyed it (I did too). There were several different types of cookies (or biscuits as they call them), some sandwiches, sweets/desserts, and one of the teachers brought in a little BBQ and cooked sausages on it. One of the "sandwiches" that were brought in tasted great - I loved it! It's called Fairy Bread and all you do is butter a piece of bread and put cake sprinkles on it. Sounds gross, but it's not.
I also had my first taste of Vegemite. That was totally disgusting! My host teacher, C, captured the moment on video. I thought she was only going to take a picture, but she taped the experience. She then showed it to some of the teachers, and then on my last day she showed the kids. Everyone thought it was quite funny (so did I). I really don't know how they can eat that stuff! I suppose, though, that if it's something you are brought up on you get used to it and grow a fondness for it.
Back to my last day...the two classes I helped in got me an Aussie kids book and they all signed it and put a picture of the classes in it, as well as a picture of me tasting the Vegemite. It was quite sweet (the book, not the Vegemite). C also got me an Australian kids book as well. The principal gave me a school mug and several different chocolate bars (one or two we have back home, but the others we don't have). When it was time for me to go, the kids all came over and hugged me, and one little boy says to me, "Ms. S, Tom's crying." One of the little boys had tears in his eyes, but just walked away after hugging me. I don't know if he was sad I was leaving, or if it was for some other reason, but I like to think he was sad that I was leaving.
That afternoon we flew to Sydney. We were there until Sunday night, and had a great time seeing the sights. The main reason we wanted to head to Sydney was to see the Opera House. We got to see that, the Sydney Harbour bridge, and several other places.
Early Monday morning we headed for the last leg of our vacation (the internship part wasn't vacation) and flew up to the Gold Coast. We stayed in a cute little town called Coolengata. Our hotel was a two minute walk from the beach. It was a beautiful place, and there was gorgeous weather. Unfortunately, Tuesday morning I wrenched my back and couldn't do much of anything the rest of the day and most of the next day. The girls went to a chemist (the Australian version of a drug store) and got me some meds after talking to the chemist/pharmacist. Those seemed to help as they had codeine in them. Thursday I walked around and took some pictures. I didn't go swimming because I didn't have a bathing suite, and my back was still sore. I was actually trying on a bathing suite when I wrenched my back...go figure.
Thursday evening I went to an after hours clinic to see a doctor for my back. He agreed with me that it was a muscle problem and wrote down two different types of pills to get (over the counter kind) as well as a prescription for an anti-inflammatory and Valium. He said the Valium was for the plane trip (it's a long flight) and that both the prescribed meds would make me drowsy. I have been taking all but the Valium and it's helping. I plan on only using the Valium on the plane ride.
All in all, I had a great time here in Australia. If you ever get the chance to visit this country, you should go - lots to see and do! I don't know if I'll ever have the opportunity to come back here, but if I do, I'll head this way again; I'd like to see the teachers/friends I've made on this trip again.
But for now, I need to get some rest (the pain pills I took a little while ago are kicking in and I'm feeling tired), and then do my packing. I'd like to take my host family out for supper tonight to show them my appreciation for all they have done for me while I was here. They are great people, and I'm glad I had the opportunity to meet and stay with them.
The next time I write, I'll be back home in Canada. See you soon!
Friday, July 10, 2009
I Come From A Land Down Under
OK, I don't come from a land down under...but I am currently there! I made it safely to Australia, with uneventful flights. Well, most of the flights were uneventful. In Toronto, our bags were late getting to where they were supposed to be (we had an hour and twenty minutes until our flight to Los Angeles was supposed to leave), and as a result, we missed that flight. It wasn't our fault in the least. They told us we could have gone on and not receive our bags at our destination for three days, but we were told it would be better to get on the next flight. Thankfully it wouldn't involve us missing the flight in L.A. So, instead of a twelve hour wait time, we only had eight.
The five of us (Sarah, Caroline, Adam, Jonathan, and myself) met up with the rest of the crew later on. Our prof, Mr. T. (no, not that Mr. T.) was the first one we met up with. He had been there a couple of hours before we were, and the other three (Maria, Ashley, and Jock) came along an hour and a half (roughly) before our flight was to leave.
The flight to Melbourne was sixteen hours, and that included a stopover, to refuel and change the crew, in Sydney. When we got to Melbourne, our host families were waiting for us. The mom of the house where I'm staying (she has three kids in their twenties) and the principal of the two campuses of the school where Sarah and I teach, were there, and they also picked Sarah up and dropped her off where she is to stay.
The family I'm staying with all seem nice (though I've yet to meet one of their daughters because she's in America right now). Maree had errands and whatnot to do (something every day), and took me along with her. This allowed me to see some of the area where I'm staying. I've not been to Melbourne yet, but Caroline, Sarah, and I are supposed to head in to the aquarium tomorrow (Sunday).
The weather, for the most part, has been quite cool, and I've been cold at night. Thankfully the blankets are nice and warm. The main part of the house has the heat on, so that's nice and toasty, but my room is in the old part and doesn't get much heat. Right now, I feel like I should have some mittens on because my hands are freezing! I guess that's what you get for coming in winter, LOL.
School starts on Monday, and I'm quite looking forward to it - though to be honest, I am a little nervous. Maree went to the school on Friday to look for something and I tagged along. I got to see the library (she's a librarian/teacher) and meet some of the people who work at the school. After that, she took me to the teacher's lounge and I met a few more of the teachers and the vice principal (I think that's who she was...she's definitely someone in charge though). The teacher I'll be with wasn't there, so I couldn't meet her or see the classroom where I'll be teaching.
Well, this post is quite long. I'll try to update soon - maybe after tomorrow's excursion to Melbourne. Sarah and I've decided that even if Caroline changes her mind, we're still going there tomorrow. Please pray for Sarah as she's come down with a bad cold already.
Have a blessed Christ-filled day!
The five of us (Sarah, Caroline, Adam, Jonathan, and myself) met up with the rest of the crew later on. Our prof, Mr. T. (no, not that Mr. T.) was the first one we met up with. He had been there a couple of hours before we were, and the other three (Maria, Ashley, and Jock) came along an hour and a half (roughly) before our flight was to leave.
The flight to Melbourne was sixteen hours, and that included a stopover, to refuel and change the crew, in Sydney. When we got to Melbourne, our host families were waiting for us. The mom of the house where I'm staying (she has three kids in their twenties) and the principal of the two campuses of the school where Sarah and I teach, were there, and they also picked Sarah up and dropped her off where she is to stay.
The family I'm staying with all seem nice (though I've yet to meet one of their daughters because she's in America right now). Maree had errands and whatnot to do (something every day), and took me along with her. This allowed me to see some of the area where I'm staying. I've not been to Melbourne yet, but Caroline, Sarah, and I are supposed to head in to the aquarium tomorrow (Sunday).
The weather, for the most part, has been quite cool, and I've been cold at night. Thankfully the blankets are nice and warm. The main part of the house has the heat on, so that's nice and toasty, but my room is in the old part and doesn't get much heat. Right now, I feel like I should have some mittens on because my hands are freezing! I guess that's what you get for coming in winter, LOL.
School starts on Monday, and I'm quite looking forward to it - though to be honest, I am a little nervous. Maree went to the school on Friday to look for something and I tagged along. I got to see the library (she's a librarian/teacher) and meet some of the people who work at the school. After that, she took me to the teacher's lounge and I met a few more of the teachers and the vice principal (I think that's who she was...she's definitely someone in charge though). The teacher I'll be with wasn't there, so I couldn't meet her or see the classroom where I'll be teaching.
Well, this post is quite long. I'll try to update soon - maybe after tomorrow's excursion to Melbourne. Sarah and I've decided that even if Caroline changes her mind, we're still going there tomorrow. Please pray for Sarah as she's come down with a bad cold already.
Have a blessed Christ-filled day!
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